ども！

it's been a long time since i used the internet to update my blog.
of course.
i'm alive and well.
just a bit suffocating with all schoolwork..
since the year end's exam approaching and stuff..
it's the last hurdle!!
after that i can play all i want.~~~~~
prelims coming soon.
and i was wondering why is our prelims so late..
i think it's a bit too late..
anyway. i've got to buck up and do my best~~

today just slacked off to read my books.
trying to finish off my 4 books.
finishing my 3rd book.. but i still have 2 more from my friends..
so i've got 5 more books to clear in total..
good to read though.. i'm not complaining.
and i realised i've been missing so much!![on the internet.]
JIN AND CRYSTAL KAY HAS A NEW COLLABORATION!!!
it's so nice that i have to put it on my blog the first minute i've heard it.
ha!!
of course i have a lot to catch up after i finish my exams.
all those dramas. which will put me sitting in front of my computer almost 24/7
and causing this computer to be slower and slower.
woots. and my new laptop will come if i manage to get into poly.
i may look like a person who doesn't think of her future..
but i do a lot of thinking..
and i really found out recently that i'm really into singing.
i realise i can't live without singing.[and i'm thinking to go pro or not..]
as for the singing standard. if i can, i'll post it somewhere here to let you all hear. X( [i'm shy..]
i may not.. or i may. depends.
cause i am a leo and i take comments seriously.
if somebody just give me something harsh and that'll give me a blow.
and i'll have "singing trauma".. or some sorts.

also... i found something really.. realistic.
too realistic for someone for my age to know about..
people always say there's scary people in the society..
like..
1)some who suck up to their bosses,
2)and some bosses who are really biased?
3)and some who acts nice in front of you but actually have some motive behind your backs?
4)and those who don't really care about their job and you wonder how the hell they get there?

well. i've got these all in my class.
believe or not. in my CLASS.
and how old are we????
16!! dammit!!
would you believe if there really is somebody in my class who:
1)hates losing till they have no friends at all?
and all they do is act dilligent in front of teachers?
ask some dumb and redundent questions that you can answer just by thinking by your knee and
suck up to the teachers by doing all the homework?
and TRIES to ace in all subjects as possible?
and who stares or glares at you if you happen to beat her marks in any of the subjects?

2)and the teachers who are hella biased that you can see without opening your eyes?
3)acts nice and tries to get you back because she notice you are drifting away from her and going to another shore?
and when you shoot her with the "why are you suddenly so nice" question, they give you the "i'm always nice" answer?
4)hides behind your back and says all the mean and vile stuff about someone?
but that someone didn't really do anything that comes out from that bloody bad mouth?
and says something like "she's really lame" behind people's back?[and what's wrong with being lame? as in the talking lame..]
the more friends she has, the more thing she says bad things about the "friends" she claims to have?
5) talks crap and all they asks about is how good looking someone is and scolds vulgarities to the "brother" he claims to have?
but what he doesn't know is that most of the "brothers" that he have doesn't like him at all?
6)just slumps into the desk and not doing anything at all?
and you were wondering why did he even come to school at all??

see what i mean?
and the similarities..
nope no offence. if that person happens to be you then i'm sorry.
just stating something that i saw with my own eyes.
and i'm not sayin' that there are no good people.
just that they are hard to find and hard to keep.
and i'm not saying i'm perfect..
i'm hella lousy.

change and you'll expect the change to you.



ciao.~~
PS: total yay-ness to today's weather!!

ピース！

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~Elene
~16++
~school-less
~recarnated into this
dimension on the:
5 August 1993.
~i am vain.
[and that's what leos do]
~i wannnna fly to japan
SOMEDAY~.
~i love this japanese group
KAT-TUN!!
i love this guy called Akanishi Jin.
~i'm smart
but don't use my brain much
~i'm really creativeXD.
really..

LANDS-二十歳の戦争
Hatachi no sensou
one of the songs in Olympos.
i love this song!!
this song sort of transmit
a emotional period of life.
and i love the lyrics
and melody of this song.
and not to forget jin's
beautiful voice~~
please listen to it!
　聴いてください！